Assalamualaikum,
dont know how to begin
but there is too much to be swallowed alone.wuwu
yeah, life can be so tiring sometimes,
you know..
i used to express my feelings and depression via facebook
but i guess i cannot do that anymore
coz when i did
i end up deleting my status few minutes later,
dont know why..
embarrased?? yeah, kind of..
few months back was really a hectic & pretty much a chaos
moment of my life,
i had enrolled in a so-called Infosys Foundation Programme in
Sarawak from 15th May until 28th August..
that's approximately 3.5 months.
being apart from my family was'nt a big deal actually..
i get used to..
but the tasks in that program,
is what exhausting me.
to be honest, i wasnt have much interest in programming
i love networking more, that's my major
i just went there, with hope that may be
my interest for programming will be developed soon.
but i was wrong, i end up, doesnt like programming even more
infosys just taught me how the life of a developer would be
we work according to a tight schedule..
when we got project, we have to finish that project in time
we work from 8am-5pm, then unofficially got
to go to work again from 8pm-12midnight,
its a total headache you know..
but Alhamdulillah, i make it, though i once considering to quit..
despite of all these hardship, there is a lot to learn,
1. First, the good thing is that i have broaden my social connections.
i never had a non-malay friends before, but in infosys i gain a lot.
In fact, sometimes i think i spent much time with my chinese friends
compared to malay, because you know, they work hard and i like their
passion..and that was infectious. Yeah, its stressful, yet a nice working environment I have to admit. Many thanks to them.
2. But the most important thing is that..i will considering every single
aspects in making decision. I should establish Solat Istikharah first, and
praying to Allah for His guidance.I believe that helps a lot. Because you know..
we doesnt know what happens in the future..
Allah Knows..
"O Allah, please show me the best way, please make everything ease on me"..Amin
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